Monday, May 31, 2010
day 2
Memorial day this was a trying day to be alone
OK in am, then about 3, pigged on 1/2 large box of Cheezits. Then angry at self. Want to do the "poor me" wanted to call "Mom". There is no Mom, no husband, no kids, no friend who wants to hear from me crying all the time.
Then the physical affects start. Flushed. Sluggish feeling, feel like giving up.
time for a break and reading.
OK in am, then about 3, pigged on 1/2 large box of Cheezits. Then angry at self. Want to do the "poor me" wanted to call "Mom". There is no Mom, no husband, no kids, no friend who wants to hear from me crying all the time.
Then the physical affects start. Flushed. Sluggish feeling, feel like giving up.
time for a break and reading.
